It’s hard when you have kept stuff to yourself and you try to open up..
I am a very private person and I have been unwell for so lonv I can’t remember the last time I felt I had energy.
I often don’t let people see how tired I am and try to include myself so they don’t know even if its to the detriment of my health. It hard I don’t want people to not include me but then they don’t understand what I’m going through which makes it harder for myself and my fiancé as he know cos we live together.
I just tried to open up to my sister as I had to have injections today but not to any fault or hers but she kind of dismissed it and went back to talking about her issues. I tried again later in the conversation but again she said sorrg you missed out on the day, you missed some good tennis matches and that was it. I have a few people that like to rhn their problems by me but I find it hard to share mine- why!
I think it is more my fault for not letting people in but it’s not easy initially and it’s not easy when you want to try to let people in…